Getting restless now
Today I totaly feel restless and have been all day! Went to see an old friend off mine, known her since I was 2-3 years old, went to the same day care, school and lived on the same street. Today she works at the hospital, has 2 kids in the age of 5,5 and 2, lives outside Södertälje and are engaged. We don´t see each other often but when we do it´s like old times and Im always so relaxed with her. Dont have to act like I´m this or that, just be me and I so love to talk to her. So that felt great to be able to see her and her kids before I go.
Also had my regular training, oh my god it feels so good to have those walks and training, the body feels so much better and I sleep so much better. I know it´s gonna be hard to do that during this weekend and also the first week in Ireland since its alot going on now and then, but I am so keeping it up when I moved.
Last nite I met a friend of mine downtown and we were chatting away for hours, having a few drinks and it was such a good laugh. The time just flew and suddenly it was time to go home and get to bed. Have to say that I really don´t like this town anymore, always walking in the evenings and being afraid....... What is wrong with people????? During this summer it has been 2 rapes, 4 assault to try to be rape, 2 murders....... I´m afraid of this town, whats happening???? Going home from the bus on my own listening to all the sounds arround me and was afraid. It´s so wrong, what has happened???? Thank god Im moving but in the same time it´s alot of people I know that are still here, afraid of them, hope they never walk alone at night. Please, my friends, don´t walk alone!!!!!
TOmorrow is the big day off the final packing. have to get everything done tomorrow since saturday will be filled with activities from the early morning and not sleeping at home either and wont be home until the afternoon on the sunday probably and then dinner with the family since Im going on the monday. My mum and brother are taking me to the airport..... So happy they do! Will be weird sayin goodbye to them and knowing that I probably wont see them until next year in the summer. So tomorrow is the final day at home in tis house......... Hope I get everything in the bag and NO overweight at the plane (costs a fortune then) so fingers krossed for me! Then Im meeting a friend to have some chatting, she is coming to the party on saturday but she needs to talk so it´s gonna be nice to meet her aswell. Going downtown and are probably going to my favourite restaurant to have some lovely dinner. Looking forward for that.
But this day I have been so restless......... Only 3 more days to go........ Whow!!!! I am sooo excited!
Take care of yourself and your loved ones!!!
Also had my regular training, oh my god it feels so good to have those walks and training, the body feels so much better and I sleep so much better. I know it´s gonna be hard to do that during this weekend and also the first week in Ireland since its alot going on now and then, but I am so keeping it up when I moved.
Last nite I met a friend of mine downtown and we were chatting away for hours, having a few drinks and it was such a good laugh. The time just flew and suddenly it was time to go home and get to bed. Have to say that I really don´t like this town anymore, always walking in the evenings and being afraid....... What is wrong with people????? During this summer it has been 2 rapes, 4 assault to try to be rape, 2 murders....... I´m afraid of this town, whats happening???? Going home from the bus on my own listening to all the sounds arround me and was afraid. It´s so wrong, what has happened???? Thank god Im moving but in the same time it´s alot of people I know that are still here, afraid of them, hope they never walk alone at night. Please, my friends, don´t walk alone!!!!!
TOmorrow is the big day off the final packing. have to get everything done tomorrow since saturday will be filled with activities from the early morning and not sleeping at home either and wont be home until the afternoon on the sunday probably and then dinner with the family since Im going on the monday. My mum and brother are taking me to the airport..... So happy they do! Will be weird sayin goodbye to them and knowing that I probably wont see them until next year in the summer. So tomorrow is the final day at home in tis house......... Hope I get everything in the bag and NO overweight at the plane (costs a fortune then) so fingers krossed for me! Then Im meeting a friend to have some chatting, she is coming to the party on saturday but she needs to talk so it´s gonna be nice to meet her aswell. Going downtown and are probably going to my favourite restaurant to have some lovely dinner. Looking forward for that.
But this day I have been so restless......... Only 3 more days to go........ Whow!!!! I am sooo excited!
Take care of yourself and your loved ones!!!
